It seems to be the perfect way to sort out every problem in my life, I always deem the problem less important to the other jobs at hand. Owing to which the job suffers and the problem just gets bigger. Over the past week I’ve realized that confrontations are not always the right thing to do. It has wrecked havoc in my tiny cosy space n now I repent having said what I said n doing what I did. The hidden tears are so much easier to handle than the awkward silences. Every word said is made of iron, the weight almost crushing me.
It’s so much easier to just turn your face away n move on to more important things than to face the problem. That does not necessarily mean denial, the problem exists but I’m just finding things to do to buy time. Until one day when I’m left with nothing to do and the problem haunts me in the face. Thoughts that had reconciled with the cramped space at the back of my mind start to wake up n stretch. What am I to do now……..oh Yes I remember my certificates need to be sorted, I have to start applying for jobs soon…….phew!!!